Sunday, August 8, 2010


proof: you CAN have too much of a good thing.

the past four days/nights have been amazing good times, up too late, not sleeping in enough, etc etc.

so today I feel ungrounded and exhausted. I guess I'll just like...have a nap.

/super exciting blog post.

btw, steel panther ruled this time.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

ok, steel panther. justify my love.

alrighty, so I'm seeing them AGAIN tomorrow. I've seen them twice over the course of a month. if it weren't for the hilarity, I wouldn't go back so much. hell, I should really sell my own ticket as I'm pretty broke right now, but I'm still gonna go. won't be on satchel's side this time though. too many creepy chicks.


Sunday, August 1, 2010

notes to people who will never read them.

- I wish I could forgive you. I have incredibly vivid dreams where we're talking and I forgive you and everything's great. then I wake up. and I remember what you pulled and the beyond-belief agony I suffered as a result, and I'm angry all over again. as if I didn't have enough trouble trusting people in the first place. you don't like to call it betrayal, but it absolutely was.

I guess our long-term friendship ended up being a lesson to me that karma can be a huge fucking joke.

btw, I now only ever refer to you as "the despicable cunt", and I truly wish I had stronger words to describe you.

- you're starting to bug me, and I feel guilty about it somehow.

- I could hug you for days. :) also, you're brilliant, and witty, and I'd spend wayyy more time with you if I could.

- I'm grateful and happy that you're in my life. I felt like I knew you for years the first time we met, and that's awesome.

- falling out of love with you was awesome. now you can pull all your weird crap that I always forgave due to your POETIC, THENTHITIVE SOUL, and I don't give a fuck.

- I think about kissing you. a lot. often.

- I'm always super glad that you're my friend and we ended up as close as we are. you're a stellar individual, and so is your other half.

you know, the amount of do-overs I could use in my life is staggering. hahahaha!